GayatriMantra

Busting through fears, writing more than painting, knitting more than drawing, and kissing more than watching tv.  My meditation time is lacking, yet I get some in daily here and there, even with job burnout from working 50 hrs. every week.  To stand in the woods for even 15 minutes is bliss, and I cherish those times as much as possible, doing my best to get those few minutes daily.  Good company is a big pleasure, sharing time and experiences, yet I crave the total "down time" of being alone... no sounds but the birds, no presence except my own and Nature.  *sigh*  Onwards to the park!

Hard to get out and get my photo fix.

I'm a user...I use everyone as a mirror for what I'm trying to tell myself, to see what I am. If I don't like my surroundings, the people, and the happenings in general, then this is a sign that I need to go within and heal, to see where I have a 'snag' on my energy, where I'm blocking love. Usually from myself. Why would I resist loving myself, or receiving the love of others? Because of a belief. "I'm not good enough". And when did I accept this belief? When did I turn against myself? How can I let it go, or unblock it, or move past it, or heal it? I have to see it to do that. The more I resist, the bigger the wound gets. It will never hea